I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter, anyway Fear is in my heart, just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way Freedom in a cage no sun and too much rage I don't know how much I can take Push it down inside, but it knows just where I hide I know that normal is hard to fake Bleeding into life it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me to this Why does it have to be like this? I don't know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter, anyway Fear is in my heart, just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way I lost again, today Now I know what's wrong It's like I'm too far gone It doesn't matter, anyway Fear is in my heart, just when I stop, it starts And I can never live this way Living with a curse, sometimes it's even worse It slowly kills me everyday Something I despise is gonna take my life I guess I'll try again today
